He Walked into My story

 Welcome, Dear Soul.

If you've arrived here by chance, longing, or quiet hope - Know this is a safe space. A quiet room where broken hearts breathe, and stories soaked in grace unfold. I'm so glad you're here. 

November 2023 was a time when I thought I could no longer find happiness. The year ended in pain, self-doubts, and the weight of guilt, shame and loneliness because I believed no one ever cared about people they once called their own. I felt lost, broken and more a topic of gossip and disgust. I wanted to be invisible. The pain made me cry every now and then and I stopped focusing on everyday chores just sitting by myself on the bed soaking the pillows with tears and embarrassment. I loathed myself but something in me called out to God, kneeling on the ground clinging to the Bible(that's how I thought I could get Him to answer me) - Why me??........And that's exactly when He walked into my story. 

Not with a thunder or force - but with stillness. In the quiet when the world wasn't watching. Jesus answered me - "Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you." Deuteronomy 31:6 

This is where He answered me directly. I got amazed and afraid at the same time. It felt like I have been vaining unnecessarily while He had my back all the time. He did not shame me. He did not ask me to prove anything. He just embraced me with all the mess, held my wounds and whispered that I was loved - Just as I was. 

That was the beginning of a journey that changed my Life. I did not become perfect but began to walk again - slowly, gently - Traced by Grace. 

This Blog is my journal. My testimony. My heart.

Here you'll read about:

• My real experiences with Christ
• The struggles I still face
• The verses that carried me
• The prayers I prayed in the dark

If you are reading this, maybe you are also walking through your own valley. Maybe you are searching, doubting or waiting for someone to see you. 

Let me tell you what I now know for sure; You are not forgotten. You are not too far, And grace-that quiet, beautiful grace - is still chasing YOU. 

Thank you for arriving here.

Whether by a click, a whisper, or divine design - I believe you're not here by accident. May these words meet you where you are. And may Grace trace its way into your heart, like it did mine.